I miss...

I miss so much it's unbelievable people say "you don't what you've got until its gone" are only speaking the truth. I miss such basic things like hot showers, shower curtains, bedroom doors, sheets, mattresses that are more than an inch thick, snacking, tons fruits and vegetables, and of course my family and friends. I miss Denver and Colorado having things to do other than walk to grandmas house also the moutains and the fresh air :) I also miss having my own time and space that's a foreign concept for people here any time you want to just sit and read you are interrupted at least 20 time by people asking of you are sad or they ask what your reading and I just want to respond well I'm trying to read but I don't simply because I have no idea how to say it in Spanish :) i miss English so very much! Even though my Spanish is progressing I is very slow I feel like I have all this to say but it's just stuck in my head and I can't form the words my cousin teases me by saying "nothing" or "never mind" because I resort to that after struggling with a comment or question I just give up because it gets so frustrating. The things that help me when I'm feeling so very homesick are defiantly my music and my reading it brings me some peace and some english. It is something that I can relate to and understand. But I have also made some great friends down here which helps a lot however I cant take credit for a lot of them considering I'm "related" to half of Quiindy.